If its a toss up between ‘good grades’ and recovery, choose recovery ALWAYS, because good grades are absolutely no use to anybody if you’re 6 feet under.
Sometimes you have to do what’s best for you, not what’s best for somebody else.
i hope one day you find strength in a healthy weight. i hope one day you smile at your plate and love yourself in the mirror. i hope you tell yourself nice things and i hope you find yourself. You deserve to be happy.